I didn't want to go home
I didn't want to be alone
I wanted to be away
I wanted to forget

I still don't have to go home
I still don't have to be alone
But I want to face my life
And I'm strong enough to think

I have been outside of my life
And I realize I must get back
Continue what I was doing
Do what I was dreaming on.

I waited for the summer for a million years
But now when it's here I become sad
Because it is nothing.

And my friends, they all look stupid.
Nobody looks good.

And the day I die, then I am ready.
But even tough I'm ready I haven't gained anything of it.

She became here to have fun,
But then she started to cry.
Because everything fun was for everybody else.

How do I know what I want.
And how do I know, my desires are not set in me by someone else.